The worst thing anyone could say to me is that I'm a disappointment. I try to live up to everyone's expectations of me and even thought I know it's not important, I still care. And the worst thing is, I think I've made the right decision and yet, they're still showing their disappointment in me. It makes me doubt whether I'll ever get their trust again. And it makes me so frustrated because there's nothing I can do about it.
It's not like I've done anything wrong so why are you disappointed in me? It's a process of growing up and everyone gives up things. Why is it wrong to give it up for now? Can't you just trust me that I've made the right decision for me for the time being? I love that thing and I will go back to doing it when I'm ready. I'm already disapppointed with myself for giving it up. Next time, please don't pretend to support me just to tell me after a while that my decision was a big disappointment to you.
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"Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I entrust my life." - Psalm 143:8 Archives
April 2020
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